Power Surges

So I woke up this morning all groggy and in a haze. Couldn't sleep very well last night. Anxiety (sp) all night... which was hard cause I got drunk. Went out and danced with Shauna. Was supposed to be in bed by 12ish but ofcourse we ended up stayin to long. She always makes me laugh like no other. Shovin a dirty q-tip in my face.. I dunno how she found that shit in the alley. Anyways course had a GOOD time and then same bullshit comes up at the end of the night. Went home... ate peanutbutter/jelly toast and passed out but not good sleep. Woke up and the TV was off but fan was still on. So I turned the TV on and it did this werid clickin noise. Then the fan turned off by itself... Was about 6isham. Realized the power was out and I just blew my tv.. Damn power surge... The whole neighborhood was out. So now after working 12 hours today... I going to take my TV apart and try and fix it. Hopefully it's just a fuse or some shit. I dunno... went online to get info on TV power surges or whatever and didn't get much info...

I don't know what to do about Shauna... yet again... fuckin broken record... oh well.. i don't know what to do about a lot of things.... I feel like I can never really get into wrighting about her... it's too intense.. too much too complicated........we'll see how long it lasts this time........

Kinda miss Cocoa.. wondering what she's up to in Greece.. Hope she's havin a good time and is takin it all in. So much history... that's what I'm envious of. Seeing all of that shit.. Miss fuckin her and was thinkin about how we used to lay around talkin all night till the sun came up when she first came to PDX...

alright enough of this...

later

K